12.30 am ,Tuesday 

I got a call, A malay girl telling me their is a delivery at my office and need to confirm location.  My promoter  Ah Lai hands me the biggest bunch of roses I have ever seen. I was dumbstruck. I said "uhh.. is this for me?" She smiled and said "Looks like it Ms Yana ,u're very lucky today! " I became instantly nervous and said "Oh... haha... first time for everything." I grabbed the flowers and was excited and embarassed all at once.

People were stating, pointing, laughing... I think! Hell I don't know I was a bundle of nerves.I get to my desk and my friends  automatically run up to me and go "OH MY GOD THOSE ARE SO CUTE! WHO GAVE THOSE TO YOU?"  I said. Ermm.. I... don't know. WHO KNOWS!! My friend said it maybe a prank for you for this months  "APRIL FOOLS !" 

I feel ashamed for feeling that way, and then feeling ashamed for being ashamed. For the first time in my life I feel ashamed of who I am, when it should be such a happy moment for me. I message him and told him I loved him and how sweet it was of him to send me twelve of roses.  I just don't know how to feel... or what to do? I'm hoping our love will long last baby ...I'm always pray for that ...

In traditionally, the rose is considered the flower of love. Nothing beats red roses in saying "I Love You" Maybe my baby started to fall in love with me ..Hahaha .Why twelve of roses ?? Here I need to clarify the meaning or message that my baby want to telling me ...Ohh no ..I just find out in google ...so many blogger write up about a roses .

Finally, I found out that A Red Roses means unmistakable expression of love.Red roses convey deep emotions - be it love, longing or desire. Red Roses can also be used to convey respect, admiration or devotion. A deep red rose can be used to convey heartfelt regret and sorrow. The number of red roses has special romantic meanings associated with them. 12 red roses is the most popular of all which conveys "Be mine" and "I love you". If you accept the rose with your right hand, it conveys that you are in agreement with the other person and your affirmation. If you do so with the left hand, it shows your disagreement.

My baby send a simple quote for me !!! 

TQ baby for de roses ...Hehe ..Yanaderoses bunches with twelve of roses ..You never failed to make suprise for me ! You did very well baby ...Congratt MHH !!!!